When you’re hungry to make your dream a reality, sometimes the road ahead involves choices that aren’t always comfortable. I had come to LA to make Holodex work, and when Derek extended the offer to work with his roster of girls, I knew this was the break I needed. At the time, it felt like a dream—access to the industry's best talent, to people whose names I had only seen on the covers of magazines. These were the stars of the adult entertainment world.But, of course, it wasn’t without its compromises.Derek's deal came with conditions—nothing overly shady at first glance, but enough to make you question what was happening beneath the surface. One of those conditions was that I would live in his porn model house. Looking back, I knew it wasn’t exactly a glamorous decision—it felt a bit like selling out. But in that moment, it seemed like the only way forward.The house itself was what you might expect from a place catering to adult stars—luxurious, high-end, with cameras everywhere, alw...
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